This morning when i woke up, as usual i went for a wash up. I grabbed the facial tube, open up the lid and took my toothbrush and intended to press the facial content onto my toothbrush. Hua! luckily i realised it before i really press it out! Seriously going into a super duper blur state these few days. Workloads are getting more and more and brain liquid was being squeeshed out like there's no tomorrow. My colleague will not be here anymore as she had resigned, past Tuesday was her last day. Now i am on my own, handling not only the web field but also the hardcopy output plus the affiliates' banners in the future. Yesterday I'd already came to a point where i couldn't remember what day it was, it has really been a while since the last time i had this feeling. Let me see....yup, it was during my university days where me and my groupmates had to rush like daytona for our projects, couldn't even differentiate whether is day or night.lolz.
Life as a web designer or web developer can be very easy and can be very hard depend on your will and passion. You can either choose to:
- work in office, back home and relax by playing your pc games or going out to have fun to balance up your life.
- work as a full time freelancer
- work in office, back home and continue work with your freelance project or doin your own side career thing
There were times where i almost gave up and just go for option 1 because of stress and lack of support, but luckily i still have the support of my girlfriend and giving me endless of encouragement which drove me until today without really giving up. Sincerely i thank her very much here!
Now again i am at a very tight and tension situation where i have loads of things to be done within these few weeks, that's of course including my normal office work, and resulting why i did not update my blog frequently, hehe. Anyway, this really will be the time to test myself on how far can i go and how capable am i to handle things. Here i will tell myself that i will give my very best into everything and i will give full responsibility on each and every task which was given to me! i do believe i can handle it! No "QUIT" in my dictionary!